The Letter That Was Never Sent

Dear B***n,
How I once loved you
Tears fall from my eyes
I was so true
Now I'm the one that cries

Why did you cheat?
Why did you keep mt hopes up?
Now I feel sadness and defeat
Making my feelings rough

My handwriting on this letter
Seems so neat yet sad
Why can't I get better?
My condition of sickness is getting bad

you must think of this as a comedy
And trying to make me insane
I can't find a remedy
To my awful aching pain

You were the man
That taught me how to love
But you let go of my hand
And let reality come crashing down from above

Do you ever know how I feel?
Do you even care?
Was your love even real?
You know that you were never fair

Have you forgotten about ur memories?
Do I even exist?
Are you going to hurt me?
And beat me with your fists?

We have been such waste
How could you treat me like this?
My emotion and feeling all erased
But you're not what I miss

I miss us
Being happy and together
I won't regain trust
Or forget about my dream forever

What lies ahead
Is now a mystery
What I dread
Is my life of worry

What is all this chaos
That's tearing up my head?
I've felt a painful loss
That's making me dread

Now I learn
The lesson of pain
There's always a pattern
Of making me insane

Now this is the end
I won't even cry
I guess we'll never talk again
So now I bid goodbye...