Honestly, I'm sorry

I'm sorry for letting you down.
For making you believe I've stopped.
But just to let you know,
I've only reached bottom not top.

I'm sorry for lieing.
And for not just talking to you.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
It's hard to make it through.

I'm sorry your not always there.
And I'm sorry I have my fears.
I dont know where to run,
Or to hide from all my fears.

Maybe this is what we needed.
Just to prove to each other,
That I can't always be strong.
That even I can do something wrong.

I'm sorry about breaking my promise.
And I'm sorry I couldn't take it anymore.
But did you honestly think everything happened,
And I could take it all at once?