I keep tryin to figure out my life
So far I’ve realized I have you
I am now in deep inside my emotions and I blame that all on you
I can’t explain this feeling inside of me
Why can’t I control my behavior?
It’s only from certain people that make me feel the need I need inside of me
I want you to be in my life as you are in my life
I want to make you my shinning star in my personal heaven
I want you in my life and be my special someone
Just take a chance and let me be in your life
The disease of my blood as the nicotine starts to take control
Every attempt of mine is starting to fail
To stop this sickness of myself
What’s going on inside of me?
I’m now starting to hate my behavior
My soul is now in now in succession
But I’m only a man in a need
To have you in my life as you are in my life
I want to be your shinning star in your opinion
I want to be in your life and be a special someone
Just take a chance and let me be in your life
Honesty inside me, there’s nothing else to loose, secrets that now are kept
I’m in no position someone please come and take me
As I start to repeat
Just tell me what is wrong with me?
Why can’t I control this behavior?
To keep it on my suspicion to make you apart of me
I want to be some part in your life as you are in my life
I still will always think of you when I stare in the stars as I look for a heaven
I want to be in you life
But just give me that chance to be in your life
