Im all alone again fearing changes
and all I get is the fears
and dieing out by all the change
I have a voice deep inside
and it ends up screaming out loud
I am focused on what I have been giving
like a key to an open disaster as it is opened
but shes found a way
to tear my heart and my soul from the heavens in the sky
but I lived that day because I decided not to die
even though she tore me inside
everyday is new decisions and I choose a new direction
and as I go on and on for a reason to connect
to the fact my search has some regrets
but this is what I am after
to have a way to reach up to the heavens in the sky to find what is rightfully mine
but for that day that my life was changed deep inside because she killed me but deep inside though I was not ready to die
even though she tore me deeply inside
but dont even try to stop my for I am still full of pain for I still remain
but if you just say the say and I still can be gone
