Don't want to lock this all open inside me so this is my anthem
Wanting to forget how all this feels in my anthem
Just wait and see how I feel when I'm sober
When will this be all let go?
In bed trying to sleep so that I can hide the emptiness because I cant let it show
Never wanted this pain never wanted to be so cold
I just couldn't do enough to make it where you could say that you love me
I cant hold on to the hope for I don't know whats wrong with me
This is my anthem
Locked up inside my anthem
Trying to remember that feeling of knowing it will pass me by
Why can I be a someone that you wont want to let go
I don't want you to leave me behind
Drowning deep inside
Laying in darkness I cant find myself and you cant help me for you have let me go
Telling me I'm something is where I fall
Telling me anything so you can go
And in the end I start to be that failure where I find myself all burnt up and covered in cigarette ashes
I cant even stand me so why should I think you can
So I write my last anthem
Just go ahead and let me go
