No one noticed

I am the girl no one notices
The girl that no one sees
And when I became skinny
People started to notice me

The pain seemed worth it
all to have a friend
Even a friend who didnt care
Who wont be there to the end

I wear the best clothes
I have the best style
And secretly at night
I hope this lasts a while

To have a boyfriend
that was the best
Just that happiness
I didnt need the rest

But still I am sick
from the lack of food
I am suffering
But I appear as a great mood

Friends and a guy
what more could I ask
knowing all along
that this wont last

They will eventually know
how I really am
Behind the confidence and high self esteem
is a broken little lamb

Hopefully before that day
I will be excepted
For me and not for this girl
that is all too affected.