This was my mistake

He is out there somewhere
With another girl
Sitting here thinking of it
Makes me want to hurl

Why am I so stupid?
I should have never let you go
It was just a moment thing
I was mad I hope you know

Hearing all of the rumors
All the things I didnt want to hear
Then I said "It's over"
And drown myself in tears

You didnt understand
Why I was so mad
It wasnt really that
I was just really sad

Now I am alone
And you with someone new
You cant see I still like you
I've hinted plenty of clues

I flirt with you everyday
But again you are confused
Thinking does she want me back
Or am I being used?

I see past your flaws
I see you as great
The guy of my dreams
The guy I was to date

Hating myself for what I did
It should all be in the past
But these feeling
Just seem to last..