Blue venom seeps through my veins
and its taking over me again
i dread it
i want to sleep a million years
and stop the venom for a million more
the one thing keeping me alive
is the one thing i detest the most, a contradiction i am sure
i become the most vile of all creatures
as the hold you had on me has lost its grip,
i am one step closer toward my best friend
yet lost in his own problematic schedule death has abounded me
and I'm crawling once again
going backward as time moves on
i cant seem to keep up as i forget to let go
and continuing down the road we wind
I'm losing track of the oxygen i have en counted
I'm remembering to let go with time.
