Exacerbate My Feelings

"Ice and Fire as we are, though you're near, your heart strays far"

I"ve gotten close to you
But your heart was never near
Though every time we part,
My heart begins to fear

You"ve hurt many boys
The fall into your trap
All I appear to be,
Is a "plan B"

When you have no one else,
You come to me
You daintily dissever my already aching chest and over a short time extract my heart. I willingly give it to you...and you play with it. Give it false hope. Then you set it down, and forget about it. Not caring at all...
...Then just leave

I don't think you realize,
How much you hurt me
I'll trust you not caring
And ignoring my pleas

I shouldn't have to try this hard,
Just to make you mine
We played in the backyard,
Amongst the pine

You are insidious
I was blinded before
Now I am done
Obviously with my heart sore

Something is different this time
Maybe you know what it is
Would you care to take a guess?
...Yeah, I was expecting this