My Life is Screwed Up

The pain needs to stop
I have tried so many times
But it doesn't work

I blink back tears
Trying to hide
My horrible
Life until I
Feel like I should burst

The smell of beer
Overwhelms my
Terrible house
I try not to
Get into its way

Yet at times it's not
Avoidable
So I am the
Victim of my
Parent's rage
And the devil takes
Over my screwed up
Good for nothing life

I blink back tears
Trying to hide
My horrible
Life until I
Feel like I should burst
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Rhyming Pattern:

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4
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4 --- Stanza 1
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4
4
4 ---Stanza 2
4
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4
4
4 ---Stanza 3
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5
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4 ---Stanza 1
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