How do i feel about you

How Do I Feel About You?
Well,
I hate you because when I see you I know I cant have you.
I love you because when we speak you look into my eyes and we are the only people on earth.
I hate the fact that you have a girlfriend.. and that she isn't me.
I love your laugh and how you make me laugh.
I hate it when I lay in bed at night and think about the possibilities
But then again, I love that they're possible
I hate it when you look at me because I stand rooted to the floor and cant move.
I love looking at you.
And I love life .
But I hate thinking that there could be a life without you.
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