Unforeseen Status

Isn't it marvelous?
How something so diminutive,
Can drive someone further,
And keep them going that extra little bit?

A bit like me and you
And how I cannot surrender
Everyday it's like an interview,
To acquire your splendour

I try so hard to grasp,
Your every being
I relentlessly gasp,
Something you are not seeing

My world is not true,
Incomplete and empty
Only with you,
Can it be filled with glee

You push me away
I am "annoying"
Today is Wednesday,
Am I being enjoying?

What can tonight behold?
Neither of us have a clue
It could be anything,
With any luck, just a bunch of hullabaloo

Although when I call you,
I get butterflies in my tummy
Maybe you do too,
When I say something funny

Speaking of which,
Of your beautiful laugh
Although it is quite a high pitch,
It is the most wondrous sound my ears have ever heard.

Are my efforts in vain?
Only for naught?
This is driving me insane,
Just as I thought

I must end this,
Because I'm running out of room
I wish you a kiss,
Through all of our gloom