A Lover's Last Promise

Why God!
Why me!
I'm tired of darkness
I want to see!

Why do I love her?
Why couldn't it be another girl?
I feel so love sick
I think I might hurl

I want her back Lord
Please bring her back
I'm tired of a world
Painted black

She is the color
She is the light
She has the power
To make it alright

I love her so much
I'm going crazy
The sun is bright
But still looks hazy

What will it take
To return her to my hand
I'll do anything
Even count every grain of sand

There is no pride
In the words that I say
But I don't care
I'll say them anyway

Pride has lost its value
Without her hand to hold
The likes of which
Is more precious to me than gold

I feel like I'm walking
In a pit of quicksand
Every step I take
I sink deeper into the land

I sink deeper into madness
I sink deeper into hell
Is my heart still beating?
Because I can't tell

For far too long
I've been holding back tears
Now the floodgates have burst
And the rushing water nears

Get me away from this palce
Called planet Earth
I'm ready to start again
In a rebirth

Take this knife
And plunge it into my heart
Watch the blood trickle down
From the end to the start

And then watch as I smile
Embracing death in my arm
"Goodbye my love,
I will cease to do you harm."

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