Why did you...

What am I fighting for
I don't really understand
You're not there anymore
To simply hold my hand

Without you around
I have lost so much
So much strength you gave
With simply a soft touch

I keep looking at my phone
But it just doesn't ring
Not even a buzz
A text it doesn't bring

You're always too busy
And no longer have time
To stop and say hello
Seconds it would only be nine

You have your own life
I guess I'm just in the way
And I'm not even permitted
To expect hearing from you every day

I don't have the energy
I feel completely broken
My eyes are welling up
Soon they'll be soakin

I need you so much
I can't begin to explain
But I'm hurting so much
Why am I bearing this pain

I would wait a lifetime
For a moment with you
But not knowing when I'll see you
Tears me up in two

I don't want to hurt you
Or ever cause you any pain
But it definitely hurts me
For you always think I complain

I'm so very confused
What is really meant to be
Why did this happen
Why did you fall in love with me.