Broken Vows (Mixed Emotions)

Take your coat off and stay a while, cause Honey i got a lot to tell you.

Out of all the times we spent together
i never thought i could love a friend so much
I will always hold you dear to my heart
but this friendship i can no longer trust
Everything was based on lies
and we were eventually through
At one point i couldn't smile anymore
you broke my heart in two.
People say a pictures worth a thousand words
and i have so many of you and me
But i can only think of a few words
like hate, envy, and enemy
As i sit here and try to fathom
what i ever did to deserve this
Like a rose thrown down and stomped on
to you was our entire friendship
Please tell me you cared a little bit
or at least no a little of what i feel
Cause i hate thinking our friendship
was anything but real
I cant stand feeling all this pain
we had something amazing at one time
Why do you hurt me so much
you used to be able to read my mind
I'll never forget the first time we met
you had this certain quality
Something i always look for in a friend
my same exact personality
But...no...you had to ruin it
with your Oh so perfect self
What the heck is wrong with you
stop trying to be someone else
I really need to know one thing
how can you hate so much
How can you treat people with pain
and ruin their lives in one touch
I was always taught what once made you smile
you should never regret
And you defiantly made me smile
the second that we met
You can judge our friendship
but you cannot judge my heart
Cause I know I'm not the reason
we both fell apart
We hardly ever fought
Cause i never wanted to hurt you
You always proved my point
But never made my dreams come true
Everyone wanted what we had
cause our friendship was rare
But how can you want what two people have
if one of them doesn't even care
You never understood me
you never wondered who i really was
All you worried about was yourself
and you realize you were wrong only because
When you think of yourself
nothing ever comes out good
You thought people always listened to your problems
but no one ever would
Except me.
i would listen
I would hear every thought, every idea
i wouldn't miss them
But of course knowing you
you never really cared
Nothing ever turns out the way expected
nothing ever turns out fare
I miss how much you were happy
I miss how much you were proud
I miss how much you smiled
but that was then and this is now
I cant stand how you treated
I cant stand how you lied
I cant stand what you did to me
you really made me cry
I'll always remember the times you helped me
I'll always remember the times we laughed
I'll always remember the times we spent together
but i can no longer go down this friendship path
I was happy when we hung out together
I was happy when i saw you smile
I was happy when you whipped my tears
but you held me back for a while
You never let me help you
You never let me vent
You never let me feel important
anywhere or anything we did or went
Stop pretending this never happened
Stop pretending I'm not here
Stop pretending this is all my fault
Stop causing all my tears
What happened to you and Me's
What happened to Friends forever
What happened to Happy ending's
you promised we'd always be together
I know this is basically the same thing
people write about all the time
Loosing best friends cause a boy
or small little lies
I'm not trying to be rude
but this isn't the same thing
I'm not fronting over little mistakes
and turning this into a game
It's the real deal
a friendship starting with love in one hand
and hate in the other
We had the personality people wanted from each other
No one could break us apart
or so we thought
Now i second guess myself
did you really love me or not
We always said best friends forever
but forever had to end
I wish i could say forever and a day
so i could tell you once again
Best friends past forever
best friends past the end
But as time moves slowly
i understand why we fell apart
Another girl needed a loving hand
another girl needed my heart
You broke so many of our promises
and tore my heart in two
But even though you hurt me
i really wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for trying to crush my dreams
and bring me down when i couldn't hurt anymore
I'm thanking you cause you strengthened me
but thats funny, cause thats what friends are for
I keep trying to remind myself
that friends come and go
But when their near you they tend to bring out in you what your too afraid to show
So here i am
standing in front of you now
Aren't you gonna take actions to these lies
So i can finally get over our Broken Vows

No, i got a better idea. Why don't you give me back the half of my heart you use to wear around your neck, then i can finally move on and say good-bye.