Feelings Within My Soul

Pain, deceit a feeling that awaits
happiness no longer seems to be my fate
my world is shattered and my heart has a wound
to much anger in my mind for happy thoughts to consume

Romance, love a feeling that lucky ones have
but now I am tired from feeling so bad
my heart will never be sealed together like before
and my life will not long for love anymore

Hope, fate, a feeling thats no longer there
things have gone bad for too long, I don't even care
Try to make me the women I use to be
and you will be surprised to see the real me

Torture, abuse a feeling I'm use to
caring, and affection I will no longer do
my life has changed so rapidly in a short while
I opened my eyes, I am no longer in denial

These feeling within me hold a deep meaning in my life
they creep up inside of me every single night
Its hard to turn back I can't let the feeling go
Because these are the feelings within my soul