Sitting

Today i sat in the park
And wondered,why i am alone?
Every part of my heart lays still
And there is a silence in my home

The world about is busy
People everywhere holding hands
Exchanging loving glances
So why not me,I dont understand

Am i such a terrible person
Unlovable even perchance
And i ponder on past loves and heartaches
Thinking maybe they were my last chance

Why is it everywhere i sit
I seem to be sitting alone?
Watching the world full of lovers in love
Without a love of my own

Sitting waiting wishing
To feel love want and desire
At what point did i arrive at "alone"
Did cupid`s arrow misfire?

Everyday a yearning
And in every way alone,
No warm strong arms to protect me
Just me sitting here,on my own....