I miss you so much

I keep thinking you'll be back
Or just ring me out of the blue
But i know you are gone for good
It just wasn't like you

You always seemed happy
But i guess it was just a fake smile
Maybe you could only pretend for so long
Maybe just a little while

Maybe you are safe now
From what you feared inside
Maybe it was too much
To cover up and hide

But if i knew you were hurt
I would have tried my best
To help you get through it
So would your family and the rest

I don't think you realized
how upset you would make me
I wish i could go back in time
And really make you see

That i loved you so much
I thought you were the one
But i know its to late
To reverse what has been done

So i will love you and leave you
And hope we meet again
I really hope we do
Because i cant bare this pain :( xxx

<3 I love you <3