That is not you!!

Well if that is the way
so you have to know that i will no longer obey
i will no longer be that way
you could easily be a great person indeed
you could e a person who believes in everything real
who believes that there is a reason to live for!!
but you took the shortest and easiest way to live
but unluckily you choose the wrong, un useful way
which will only cause Lot of pain!!
and you still believe that the way you are going on with
is the correct way and that is how you prove your self
that is how you show that you are a real man!!
but believe me dear pal by that
you are proving that you are still a kid having the shape and facial expressions of a cool grown up, wise person
but from inside you are still a child!!
who alway needs to be pampered, to make someone always look after
alway follow!! guiding you telling you what is the right and wrong.. and which way to select.. which friend to go on with!!
i can't believe that a shining star, a beautiful flower
could ever turn to be a dark forest, a scary way
a dead rose having no aim!!
i can't believe that I'll ever know someone doing what you are doing..
i can't believe that i ever hoped to see you again
and be your real sister!!
why do you want to be like that
is it all about following friends??
is it all about forgetting the past
trying to make a new, unbelievable start
even if you mite lose your life for something?!
i can't believe that you ever turned to be that way
i can do whatever it takes to turn you back
to be the brother i really want
no matter if my life is the cost!!
can you see now how much you mean to people.. and how ignored you will be when you go on with what you do!!
i can't ever believe that you are the person i always knew
i can't ever believe that you are the person i really need!!
i am sorry for the chance that made me know this painful truth!!
but you know what .. i will never give up
i will keep with you till the end, and see to where you are going and where you will stop!!
because i wont let an angel turn to be something else!! i wont ever let this happen!!