Not Ready For Seperation

Following my heart never works
just to think i poured my heart
now we are apart
the details of our relationship keep reacquiring
and i can't get it out of my mind
you were supposed to remain mines

we used to be so in love
used to plan our lives
now we can't speak without arguing

i apologized so many times, even when in the right
but i won't tonight
I'm all alone
and i still wait for you your call

some days i stay awake
just to think what we could have
and what we should have did
the should have and the would haves hurt so badly

we were supposed to last, why didn't we
we were good together, weren't we
so why we lost
why we ain't together

i guess it comes down to if i love you
and i know i do
now what about you?