Better friend then you

These nights grow long
I am no longer able to dream
Scared of dreams becoming nightmares
These tears run for a life time

I am not crying myself to sleep
I am simply crying my life away

I am not sleeping
Nor eating
I have lost all will for life

Every song reminds me of the agony
The fear you left in my eyes
The pain you devoured me with

Happiness, joy
Are no longer a choice
These smiles have all faded
Fake smiles included

You made me hate myself
You gave me hate, see
You have left a permanent burden with me

Obsessed with the thought of you
This pain is never leaving my side
It has become my best friend
A better friend then you ever were

In this cold night
I am wide awake
With this pain right next to me
Watching as my tears turn to rivers
I am never to sleep again
Never to dream
Never to be able to have a nightmare

This pain has become my best friend
A better friend then you ever were
Watch as we go through life together
Soon you will be erased from my thoughts
The pain will take over and relieve you of your duties
You are no longer the watch guard of me
I am on my own
Only holding onto pain
Letting it take me down my path of fate

This pain has become my best friend
A better friend then you ever were