Lost Myself

I grew too attached,
Let myself fall into a fantasy.
Thought he was the one,
That knew what was good for me.

But what's a guy worth,
When I pay for love with tears.
Tearing me apart completely,
After all these years.

In grief and broken,
The relationship is done; it's over.
All that's left is memories,
As I keep looking over my shoulder.

I've lost myself,
Enraptured within a dream.
Still not letting go,
Resisting with a scream.

Do you know how hard I try,
Not to cry with people here?
The love we used to have,
Is the only thing I hold dear.

"I just wanna be friends,"
Please tell me it was a lie.
Tell me it was all just a joke,
Please, just tell me why.
[c] 2O07 Mindy Huang