My Friend?

You always do what you wanna do;
You don't care about me; its your trend.
As if I don't exist, you know its true;
And you dare to say your my friend?

Your words hurt so much,
Pain strikes me whenever we're together.
You used me as whatever and such;
And you say we'll be friends forever?

You tell me things I never asked to know;
I believed you but it was all lies, I hate your tone
Lying and making me lose trust more, that's low
And you ask me why I don't confide in anyone?

As you started using me, my life went astray,
I'm content to end this friendship; I'm through.
From you, I always try so hard to stay away;
Why do you tell me to get closer to you?

You say that no body has ever been real;
Your not real at all, that's what I wanna say.
Making me lie and forget about what I feel;
Should friends make you feel that way?

I give you the best advice I can give;
Telling you what's right, doing it all for you.
Taking time out of my life to help you strive;
And talking behind my back is all you do?

I wonder if this friendship is worth anything;
Wondering if you are worth it, you think I'm slow.
Now I'm thinking of how you mean nothing;
A look into your eyes confirmed my answer as "No".

When you see me cry you ask me why;
Acting like you care, how can you dare?
I tell you its nothing, but I hate to lie;
Would a friend like you actually care?

Instead of making me cry tears of joy to last,
You always make me cry tears of pain;
Tears that are all drying up too fast,
Leaving me empty inside, tears became a stain.

....... And you still say your my friend?