Where is she now

In the dark

all alone

stairing so hard

into the unknown

wondering

waiting

pain consuming inside

wanting to feel

she picked up the knife

holding back all emotion,

grasping the grip

tenderly slicing into her perfect wrist

watching and waiting

had she gone too far?

minits seemed like hours

all in a blurr

vision is fading

the world slows to an almost stop

stained in deception

waiting for a resolution,

she looks too the sky,

her pain is faiding

her light is dimming

the cold consumes her .

wondering and watching

waiting and taking

hoping and praying

that this is not her last sigh

her friends all pass

but do not laugh

she thought she had no one,

she thought she was alone.....

in her room in the dark

she never knew

her pointless suicede could pierce the worlds heart.......

~~*if only she had known you cared*~~