Darkness Surrounding

As darkness surrounds me
My tears of fear fall on the page
Things past...lost...never to be found
The fear that my words will be lost

Surrounded by the works unsaid in life
I cry out, made mute by my heart
Cry out is what I wish to do
But I stop myself in time

Everything I have worked for
It would all have been lost, had I uttered it
THe words I always hold back
Torturing me on the inside never ceasing

Tears of sorrow...anger...fear
Fill my pen and flow out
Onto the white blank
That forms to my soul