My Sweet Suicide

Those 3 words have ruined everything.
They're supposed to mean well,
But all its done is mess with my mind,
Leaving me more hurt than before.

Wish I could turn back time
To make sure it wasn't said.
Cause its done us no good.
Where do we go from here?

She used to be your only one,
Said it was only You&Her.
And that was after 2 months...
Yet we've been going out 4.

Used to wish you'd say it to me,
Now all I wish is that it wasn't said.
Can't believe I whispered it back,
When I knew you never meant it.

I've never felt so alone,
I've never felt so scared.
Cause living my life without you,
Seems to be impossible.
But living my life with you,
Is turning out to be just as hard.

You wonder why I'm distant,
Why I won't tell you why.
That the feelings locked up inside me,
Will become my own sweet suicide...