A Sad and Lonely Girl

I'm looking from the outside looking in,
Everything is so distant and strange.
There's nobody to talk to, nobody to feel close to.
Such a sad and lonely world I'm living in.

Everyone around me have their own routines,
It's like nobody has any time left for me.
So I spend my days alone, with the thoughts inside my head.
Such a sad and lonely world I'm living in.

I have a diary, it's full of secrets.
But not normal secrets a girl my age usually have.
They're about my deep, dark thoughts,
That continually haunts my mind.
They're about my loneliness and depression,
That has gradually taken over my life.

My bedroom is my home; the only place I feel safe.
It's where I retire to, to record my thoughts of the day.
I have pictures on my wall, but not of anyone I know.
They are people that I inspire to be,
People who have made it in the world.

But "making it" will never happen to me,
Because I'm not your average little girl.
I have deep, dark secrets,
With a deep, dark past.
There are things that will forever be haunting me,
There are things I will never forget.