Fading

I am fading
its true
loosing myself
unknown to what is coming
fading...
whats left of me is ready to walk away from you
but what i must loose comes at a great cost
i am fading...
my heart is yours to keep i suppose
what you did to it i no longer want to be reminded of
still fading...
so keep it
the love we shared meant nothing
slowly fading...
no I'm lying it meant everything
but i must lie to myself to protect myself
fading...
from all the Lies you told
my memory of my bruises and all the beatings will be my reminder
fading...
sadly you were my best friend before my lover
so now i am stuck with two disappointments
fading...
i will miss you for i loved you
but i will walk away for i hate you too
i am no longer fading but instead I am
gone...........