Slowly Dying, Uncontrollably Crying

You cut to get loose from the pain
You just want to stand out in the rain
People expect you to smile
So you fake it
You just have to take it.
Until you get home,
And then when your all alone
Take out the blade
Soon to be covered
In blood, so thick and red
You just want to sleep forever in your bed
You cry and cry
And lie and lie
But at school your happy
And people are to blind to see
That inside your slowly dying
And uncontrollably crying