My Perfect Utopia

Pop a couple pills,
Slit my wrists,
Hanging by a nouse,
Skrew that one last kiss.
So many problems,
Gone forever;
Some think it stupid,
But I think it clever.
Though truthfully i would never take,
another sibling away from you.
My perfect utopia
I will forget to do.
My love for you
Is so strong
Stronger than the suicide
For which I long
Though you never
Talk to me
Through those blue eyes
I do see.

Signed and sealed
From me with love
And with help
From above
Eventually in your hands
This letter will be
With these words
you minds eye will see
Only you and I
Are whats left
Of this broken family.