Thrown Away

Behind my blue eyes I softly cry
Holding this pain so close inside
Behind my smile I slowly frown
As my tears come rushing down
A feeling inside I tried to hide,
To much pride to just break down and cry
You ripped out my heart and set is aside
These feelings are so hard to describe
I trusted you with my delicate heart,
But you showed no care
You couldnt even see the worth of me even as a friend
Though I love you and probably always will
I blame you for my heart ache
And you are the reason my tears fell
I will forgive you for bruising my heart
And being the reason my whole world just fell apart
And if you come back and want another chance
Just know now I will never give YOU that chance
You took it once and threw it away
I was naive enough to think you wouldnt do it again
But you have, you even had a plan
But if I asked you, you wouldnt hold my hand,
You wouldnt ease the hurt
So it is right now that I can say
Take your heart another way
I've locked your place in my heart away
So dont ever come this way
Bringing games you like to play.
Finally, I say goodbye today.