Numb To The World;I'm Forever Alone.

Numb to the outer world,
I'll forever be alone,
Don't look for love here,
It will not be shown.

She said that I'm heartless,
That I don't have a soul,
& Even I looked deep enough,
I wouldn't be whole.

I guess I can admit that,
Something's missing in my life,
For everything I do never,
Seems to turn out alright.

I don't care about others,
Or the feelings they feel,
I block out the truth,
& pretend it's not real.

I don't care if I hurt you,
Or if I make you cry,
I don't feel ashamed,
When I tell you my lies.

If you tell me "I love you".
I really wouldnt care,
Look inside me hun,
There is nothing there.

Cold and heartless,
Im numb to this earth,
Things will never change,
Ill always put myself first.