Brian michael cox

I sit alone in my room,
I hear your voice in the air
I smell your scent all around me
I feel your fingers through my hair

I can hardly catch my breath
My heart is endlessly breaking
I feel my body hit the floor
And violently its shaking

I don't seem to understand
The love you had is now gone
I'm not sure where to go
I'm not sure why this went wrong

So many things undiscovered
So many reasons why I miss you
So many things I need answered
But my heart can't take the truth

I can take a lie or two
I can take infidelity
I just wish I didn't have to take
You walking out on me

So suddenly you were gone
I had to learn who I am
I didn't know where to turn
I just couldn't seem to understand

If love would bring you back to me,
You'd be here again once more
But it cant, and I am helpless
As I lay upon this floor

I'm not sure what brought me here
I guess I missed it more than I knew
All I know is here I bleed
My veins open for you.

Its pouring onto the floor
My broken heart in pain
Pain that I could not take
That led me so insane

I love you with my whole heart
I miss you more than you'll know
I'd rather not live without you
I just cant seem to let you go

I cant accept this truth
I cant forget your face
everything's so much harder
Without your gentle grace

I miss your laugh, your smile
I miss your hand in mine
I miss every memory we had
I even miss the lies.

I keep getting over you
Then my heart will break
Just when I think I'm fine
No more I can take.

Tonight I end this nightmare
Tonight your memory disappears
I will stop this tragedy
I will stop my own tears.

It is now I let you go
With sadness and disgust
It is now I accept
For you love was lust.

It is with pride I walk away
For I did nothing wrong
Goodbye, my sweet true love.
I guess I knew this all along.