Stained

My body is stained
with my blood filled tears
from hurting myself
over the years

my face is stained
from the tears i cry at night
sometimes i wonder if living
is really worth the fight

my heart is stained
with all the lies I've believed
it grows with every fake smiles
and every person I've deceived

my mind is stained
from the things I've seen
but i think it's ok
because I'm just a teen

my life is stained
more and more with every mistake
things just get worse
with every decision i make

my soul is stained
from turning the other way
from not listening to people
or anything they want to say

my world is stained
because i don't know any other way
then to live my life
as a broke girl everyday