Purity

Trickling down my face,
You are all to blame.
All this torture you have done,
You should be ashamed.

For you have stole my soul,
Not caring how I fall,
But this horror doesn't stop
Not until you take it all.

I give up today at last,
So tired and sick of your pain.
I go outside with my blade,
My, it is pouring rain.

I am not sure yet if I will,
But I will if I must.
If the incision doesn't kill me,
Then will the rust.

I stay here a long time.
Trying to stay alive,
Then one of Them come.
I don't want to survive.

I finally choose to die
To forget all of this pain
I am in love, but at once, lost
I am not sure I am sane.

I miss his hold,
His velvety cool voice.
Ever since that night,
I have heard no noise.

She wanted me sad,
To kill my inside.
She took it out on him
Now I have so much to hide.

I realize I feel empty,
Tired if you may.
You see, I had done it.
I wouldn't see another day.

Crimson surrounds my body,
As a pool of freedom and cure.
I am soon to leave this world,
I am now pure.

As I look back on my life,
I am relieved to go.
My body is now limp.
Death was coming to slow.

I no longer see, or hear,
Just taste.
I taste victory and happiness,
I now see his face.

We join in heaven together.
And we will always be.
I will never know if I will be missed,
And I never want to see.