Poison Love

You talk about her all the time,
The suicide you almost commit;
I suffer through your tales of torture,
But you only suffer a bit.

I love you with a passion,
And you will never know;
You mean more than anything,
Obviously is doesn't show.

You cried yourself th sleep
For her love that isn't pure;
The heart that she is soon to break
The will be no cure.

I am sorry for telling you this,
Because I love you so much;
I miss our time together,
I crave your very next touch.

I know you will never love me,
That is the reason I will not share;
But even if I told you this,
You wouldn't even care.

I Finally told you the pain I suffer
And you took it into your heart;
You also took your blade out,
And left me back at the start.

The thought of loosing you
Rips and tears my insides;
You leaving me is worse than anything,
I want to curl up and die.

I would rather hear you torture me,
Than risk loosing you forever;
Anything to hear your voice,
For my life you are the lever.

I will slit my wrists for sure
If it means you stay alive;
I would use a nail, scissors!
Heck, hand me one of those knives.

You left my life today,
And now I must leave as well;
To be with you forever,
I hope this turns out well.