Dirty Hands

Dirty hands that open my door
boots leaving a trail of mud
dirty hands touching his pants
breath hard and short

dirt fills my nostrils as his
fingers pull off the blankets
dirts fills my nostrils as he
touches my legs

dirty clothes on the floor of my room
innocence gone in a flash
dirty clothes on the floor of my room
as i hear his moans in my ear

dirty thighs as he lays above me
the pain inside intense
dirty thighs as he lays above me
as i close my eyes and pretend

dirty sheets that I'm wrapped up in
tears washing away my shock
dirty sheets that I'm wrapped up in
white turning to crimson in a flash

dirty thoughts while pool water engulfs me
as i push my head under
dirty thoughts while pool water engulfs me
as i allow myself to die.

-Sibyl