This is the first poem i ever wrote !! i was 7 years old ... u can tell me wut u think ..but a lot has changed ...
maybee it was cuz it was my
mommy i saw dieing inside..the woman
who told me she
wnted to get ride of me, n
she doesnt want to see my face ...
maybe it was the fact it was my mommy,
that i saw act so happie ... if she has to get
happie this way, i dont want to be around ..
this is the woman who brought me up from a
small child ... but when the day hit ... she wanted me gone ...
i dont know why i care so much ...
its just a woman who wanted me dead...
mommy, please forgive me ...
i know i have been a bad gurl, and
i deserve to get punshed and beat ....
mommy,all i want is to see you happie,
and if that means having to leave far away for it ...
ill do it ...
mommy,why cant i stop crying ??
i love you so much,
but i understand u want me dead ...
mommy, i will always love you,
but i have been a bad gurl ...
i lied to myself ....
i said i really can take on this
hole thing i have been delt ....
mommy, your the only person i felt i had ...
even when you would tell me how much u
want me dead ...
a mommy isnt just sumthing that u pick up on the side of the road .... she is sum1 who loves u when daddy isnt here ...
mommy, now i understand .....
u can be happie now .. please fogive me for being such a bad gurl ...
