My Life

Sitting on the brick wall in the garden,
waiting for something exciting to happen.
Is when I began to think about the past,
that is when I realized how pathetic my life is.

I remembered how things were in middle school.
Back then I had friends I could talk to about anything,
and I was always there for them when they need me.
Those were truly the good old days, really it was.

But now I am in high school and many years have past.
Looking back I have just now come to realize that I was
happy back then, also there’s the fact that I am pathetic;
truly I have allowed myself to become worthless.

I have no real friends, well I guess I have some but
they’re just not the long term, last forever type of friends.
I am lonely and unhappy maybe even depressed.
The problem is I don't know how to fix it.