Why?

I wrote this poem while in tears

why? why would you brake my heart?

why tear out my soul i cry in pain i loved you!!
You took the one thing the only thing
you took you away from me.
Now i die piece by piece soon i will no longer
exist!!!!!

See what you meant to me
to me you were happiness
to me you were why i could wake up every day
to me you are evil
to me you are sadness

look what you did i no longer walk with love
you made me hate you no i loath you
you represent failure to me i failed
i now cry and wonder why

why?

you come back say we can still be friends.
Fine but yet if i see you with another man
i don't know he might end up in the sewers!!!!!!!!
i loved you and know i feel its my job to make
you feel the sadness that i feel!!!!

No i cant live like this!!!
So i ruin my life with alcohol, drugs
only so i am unable to think of you!!!

Swig, swig, puff, puff awww now i am finally at peace
look now i know that i loved you more goodbye!!!!