I fell again

I've been hurt
been built up and torn down
i have been ignored

now i learn all i have is myself
i keep my head up high
its only about me now

i only look out for one and only
i hide my pain and hurt
i hide behind high heels and bright colors

nobody can see my hurt
i hide it way too well
I'm on my own now

nobody will help
I've hidden myself
i hold my self high

i forget about him
and what he put me through
nothing left of us

we don't talk
he doesn't look at me
we avoid each other

its better off this way
I'm slowly getting over him
thinking i can

then all he has to do is look,
smile, touch me
and i come crashing down

i loose my cool
i break down
but no one sees

until he speaks
all he said was a few simple words
and i gave in to him again

all he said is i never stopped loving you
thats all it took for me to crash to the ground once again
i never gave up hope