Do you...

Do you look down on me whilst i sleep?
Do you wlak by my side in difficult times?
Do you realise what i would do to bring you back into my life?
Will we ever be with each other agian?
I hope i'v done you proud so far?
I never told oyu how much i loved you, i should have told you more,
But now its too late to express my feelings,
Will this ever get easier for me dad?
I need some answers cause some days i feel like im going mad,
I know that i call you all of the names under the sun soemtimes,
But i dont mean one word of them,
I juse get really angry and upset because i can't see or hear you,
If i had one wish it would be to have you,
Seeing Nanny Smith and Martin is like seeing you as a child and what you would have looked like at nan's age if you dind't die,
Well as Nanny Jean say's " lifes a bi*ch and then your dead",
I hope you don't think that oyu let me down because you didn't one little bit,
I know things now that maybe i wouldn't have known today if you were still alive,
Rest in peace dad, I love you all of the money in the world and more!