I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for not saying I love you more.
I should have realized before,
but I'm sorry I didn't see
that you meant the world to me.

I'm sorry I didn't hold your hand.
I'm sorry that I didn't understand,
just how much pain you were in,
I don't even know where to begin...

To explain to you, how sorry I am today,
and ever since that day you slipped away.
For 15 years you'd been there all along,
And in one night, you were gone.

The pain wont go away
over and over again the images replay
Especially when I'm at home,
Every time I close my eyes.

I realized
what you meant to me
I'm so sorry.. wont you please forgive me.
Most nights you haunt my sleep,
because of the pain that runs so deep.