Addicted

I'm with you rightnow.
but it's like, a lot of the time....I don't wanna be.
and it's like I rely on you for something.
I don't know what it is you give me rightnow...
but there is something.
and it's like...idk
you're like some drug I've been taking for so long
and you've messed me up in so many ways...
but even though you messed me up,
you give me this high...and I like it.
maybe not like it, but I feel as if I need it.
and I'm...I'm hooked, I guess.
from using you for so long.
but it's like I've tried so hard to quit...
but you won't let me.
you're always there,
begging me to use you
and to never stop.
and I always give in because...
well thats all I've ever done.
I don't know how to just...stop
yeah...I think that sums it up perfectly.