Smiles

Fake smiles..
What can be hidden behind?
A list that stretches miles and miles
Something that can make it better.. well, your lies
Getting lost in your eyes..
Helps to..
ease the pain
of not being good enough for them
not being strong enough to stand amongst men..

Scars..
Are the road map to my shattered heart..
Alone.. left miles and miles apart..
from reality.
Insecurity
Steals from my everyday
Makes me more of a shell
I'm trapped in my own personal Hell.

Fixed by one glance,
one kiss..
a brief touching of hands..
builds me right back up
to stand
amongst the world

One savior.
One angel
To catch me when I fall
To catch these tears, one and all
Shonta, my dear..
You are the one, I want forever.
Always.