My First

You were the first who brought me out of my shell
The one that showed me that life was not Hell.
That the touch of a hand could bring such sweet joy
How different it feels then when a father strikes his little boy.
You were the first to whom I gave my scared heart
And told me that we would never depart
The first to give me such a wonderful hope
The one who made my life easier to cope
Now you're the first who left me alone
Went off someplace and never came back home
Found yourself another - forgotten I exist
Why did you lie to me? Why did you treat me like this?
I gave you my heart, my body, my soul
What once was on fire has now become cold
I'm but a forgotten memory that no longer has a form
A misplaced idea something just out of the norm
I wonder when we meet again what will you see?
Will you see the the person you knew or even remember me?
I remember you, I will NEVER forget
That is why now I wish we never met
I wish you never showed me the beauty of Life
Because the thought of not having it cuts me like a knife
So here I am once again completely alone
But what do you care? You have found your true home.