I Can Thank Myself

The pain that I have to endure,
The disease I have to live with,
Cause I can't find a cure.
I can't say its your fault,
Or anybody else's.
No one forced me to love you.
I could curse God for making me this way,
But it's not his fault,
We're just not meant to be.
You're just not meant for me.
I just have to deal with it,
Live with it.
Cause of what's happening to me,
I can thank myself.