Dazed

Lost in the dark,
alone in my head.
in a world full of fakes,
and in a place that feels dead.

the tears sting my eyes,
as the blood drips.
you look at me and laugh,
as you kiss my sullen lips.

why do you do this to me?
make me break.
all this is unreal,
all of its too much to take.

loosely my hand falls,
as you turn and walk out of sight.
I'm trying to help myself,
but you continue to block the light.