I wasn't afraid before it happened
it was something that hit me way to fast
i tell people it never happened
but the secrets never seem to last
i never thought of suicide
but i can tell its getting close
i must have ran out of places to hide
i took for granted of the most
I'm surprised there ain't no cuts or scars
enough to hide my shame
ill climb a 2 story building
so i can actually feel the pain
i want to close my eyes, and stop my cries
so take my out of this place
i want to see a real angel
that will take away my face
but I'm stuck in this f**ked up world
and a road to nowhere were I'm destined to be
a road with bumps and sharp edges
that will shove a knife right threw me.
then watch as i get up
and scream as my blood hits the floor
hoping someone i love will come
and say he cant take anymore
