I never said goodbye, that I loved you,
that you were my mum and that I needed you!
In my heart I knew what was happening,
that I would never see you again.
everything scared me!
I thought that if I could just not be there then it would be OK.
I thought that if my life could stay normal then maybe nothing would change.
I was selfish and now I can't take that back,
it wasn't all OK and nothing will ever be normal again.
I never said goodbye, that I loved you,
that you were my mum and I needed you!
I know that your pains gone now
but that mine has only just begun.
I will carry it though and make you proud!
Never again being selfish.
Goodbye mum, I need you, I LOVE YOU!
